‘Families are the compass that guide us. They are the inspiration
to reach great heights, and our comfort when we occasionally falter’-Brad
Henry.
Growing up in my family has influenced my life. My parents had an
important influence in the kind of person I am now, respectful, with moral
values, independent and determined in my goals. All of these are some of the
principles they have implanted on me as I grew up.
For instance, I didn’t do really well for my
Primary School Leaving Examination (PSLE). I barely made it to express stream.
I was extremely disappointed with myself as it was not up to my expectations. However my parents didn’t feel disappointed or upset about my aggregate. In fact, they
were happy for me as I have completed my first phase of my education life. They
asked me to compare myself with those who failed their PSLE or can’t make it to
express stream and those less fortunate children in undeveloped countries such
as Cambodia or India who didn’t have an opportunity to go to school. I didn’t
hit my expectations but at least I had the chance to go to school and able to
enter express stream. My parents constantly remind me to be contented in whatever
I have but still aim for higher achievements. Most importantly, always try our
best in everything that we do.
With my PSLE aggregate, I went to a neighbourhood school. I was in
the last express class and I felt depressed about it. My sister motivated me to
prove it to others that PSLE aggregate don't determine my education path. I
worked really hard and ignored the negative comments from my peers. With hard
work and determination, I was the top four scorers in my secondary one and two
cohort. During the December holiday, both Singapore Sports School (Badminton
Team) and Nan Hua High School offered a place for me because of my badminton
skills and academic results. I rejected their offer as I wasn't sure of doing
well in a new environment. Moreover, in an elite school. They, my parents, want me to enjoy my
education life. And finally, I managed to climb up to the first express class
in secondary 3 and 4. My family was very happy for me but they told me not to
be complacent about it.
After I graduated from my secondary school, I went to take diploma course in civil engineering with business offered by Singapore Polytechnic as my dream is to
become a civil engineer to transform the city’s infrastructure. I encountered
obstacles along the way, as I dislike business modules and this caused me to struggle with my
business modules in year 2. I didn’t bother to put in effort to attempt the
tutorial questions. Until I received my first quiz results 38/100, I was
shocked as I knew that it would affect my overall GPA. My parents
encouraged me to change my perspective of the module. They advised me to change
my perspectives of all the business modules. Don’t dislike it and treat it like
a bonus in my goal of becoming a civil engineer as I might need the knowledge
of accounting for construction project management. With perseverance and
determination, I cleared my business modules with an average grade of B+.
In SIT, I wanted to drop out from the course as I
know the degree won't bring me far. I can't be a civil engineer upon
graduation. I can only be a mechanical or electrical engineer. I have been
forcing myself to study for the tests and quizzes. I have stopped smiling ever
since the second week of school. I was very unhappy with school but I kept
telling myself to think positively. I went to look for Professor Simon Yu
about my issue and he told me to press on because the beginning is always the
hardest part in University.
My dad's message: Think of the reason you started
with and finish what you have started. You might not enjoy the climb now
because it's not the landscape you want to see. Although the process is tiring,
as you climb higher, you will begin to see a beautiful sight that you could
have never imagined.
My mum's message: Think back of your orientation
camp, first day of school and the days where you stayed up late with your
classmates to study for tests and quizzes. Everyone is struggling and they find
it torturing too.
I shouldn't just drop out from this course just
because it's not fulfilling my dream. Life doesn't always give you what you want. 'When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon
the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.'-Alexander
Graham Bell. My parents ask me to look at the bigger picture of my path
towards achieving my goal. I have a diploma in civil engineering. And
now I'm pursuing a mechanical or electrical engineering degree. There is
nothing to lose.
Family:
An anchor during rough
waters.
